desagradecida

i had spanish today. it went good. i was telling the spanish tutor about how the mother of the driver of the car accident that i was in which left me with a traumatic brain injury, told me that i was "ungrateful" a long time ago. she seemed surprised and i said, "i was laughing in the shower this morning, thinking about how abusive it is for a person who was halfway responsible for the reason i have a traumatic brain injury that they're "ungrateful"". she must not have known how i got the traumatic brain injury until i told her today and she seemed more surprised because i told her that my friend tim was drunk and driving, so i got a traumatic brain injury and his mom called me "ungrateful"." she looked shocked and said, "OH! DON'T LISTEN TO HER." then i asked her how you say "ungrateful" in spanish and she said, "desagradecida". i'm not really sure how calling the victim of a car your son was driving drunk in an accident "ungrateful" solves ANYTHING. guess i'm not mindless enough. ah yes- and this is why i don't really like living in this apartment that much- the ics treats me like i'm stupid and i'll believe anything they say because zen tried to tell me that if i bothered the apartment in concord too much about what application # i am- they'll sue me for harassing them. does he think i'm stupid or something? if anything- they'd just not answer the phone if they were that bothered since i KNOW they have caller id because pretty near everyone does. that's also very unprofessional. especially when working with VULNERABLE ADULTS. i'm sure there'd be some law that could protect my rights from getting sued JUST outta curiousity especially since i happen to be a VULNERABLE ADULT who has a BRAIN INJURY. i also kinda get the idea that he's trying to avoid doing his actual job as much as possible. however- seeing as no one gives a fuck about me- HE CAN GET AWAY WITH IT! MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL MY ASS! man.. my chest has been hurting me lately. i wonder if it has anything to do with anxiety.. i haven't had this pain since i lived in burnsville when they had to bring me to the emergency room at least two or three times when i lived there. OH WELL! MY FAMILY DID THIS TO ME!